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A Letter to the Woman I Was Last Year
Reflections on returning after living abroad
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Dec 5, 202511 min read


On Being and Becoming a Writer
"It's time for me to stop making 13-year-old Charlene wait in the library, hoping that her future self will publish the damn piece she's been imagining since the first day she was praised for her work, and instead, do the damn thing."
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
5 days ago12 min read


I'm Not Political
Life is political
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Jan 257 min read


No Pasa Nada
On the culture of no pasa nada in Spain.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Jan 186 min read


My Body Hurts
Chronic pain in capitalism.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Jan 47 min read


2025 in Review
Reflections on 2025
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Dec 31, 20259 min read


Wanderlust and Writing
To writing and wandering
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Dec 28, 20256 min read


The Spaces Between Belonging
Why the Fulbright program matters and the spaces between feelings of belonging.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Jun 23, 202511 min read


Our Stories
Reflections on the stories we're told and leaning into a culture of connection and rest over hustle and grind.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Apr 14, 20256 min read


What We Should Do
A Doctor Who quote, some graffiti, and a flat in Spain; sometimes the universe whispers, “You’re exactly where you’re meant to be.”
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Mar 23, 20259 min read


The Importance of Cultural Exchange
With pen in hand and notebook open, I peer out the bus window, admiring the various landscapes in the many different neighborhoods. I...
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Mar 15, 20257 min read


The Fulbright Program and What We Can Do
Fulbright Scholars around the world are without money right now: Here's what we can do.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Mar 8, 20256 min read


I Have Nothing to Offer
I woke up this morning and laid in bed longer than I wanted. Today, my seventh day in Spain, a thought crossed my mind: I have nothing to offer. This thought was not an existential spiral, nor should it flag concern. I have been up since 5:15 a.m., writing off and on since 7:30 a.m. My sleep schedule is nothing like that in San Diego, but that isn’t bad. My sleep is terrible in the U.S. I’m not sure what has primarily contributed to my sudden “normal-ish” sleep, but it’s been
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Jan 20, 20257 min read


A Good Night's Sleep
Monday’s excitement was met by Tuesday’s trepidation. Having to move my flight back several times - initially planning on leaving...
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Jan 15, 20255 min read


On Grief and Humanization Amid Neoliberalism
It’s been no secret that I juggle a lot. I always have. In high school, I worked 32 hours weekly at a grocery store while balancing...
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Oct 15, 20248 min read


10 Tips for the Grad School Journey
These 10 tips are designed for graduate students, and potential graduate students, during their grad school journeys.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
May 26, 202414 min read


Reflections on Wanderlust Thanks to the Fulbright Award
Reflections on adventure and travel after receiving a Fulbright U.S. Scholar award.
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
May 17, 20249 min read


Home is the Next Adventure
I wrote this in 2019 after a trip from Los Angeles to San Diego. I strumbled across it and felt it was fitting with the major changes in...
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
May 5, 20244 min read


Nostalgic Melodies
Music fills the air, and the vibrations tiptoe down my spine, Whispering loud reminders of who I was once, And am now, And will be. A...
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Apr 8, 20241 min read


The Educator I Want to Be
The following entry includes two excerpts from a section of my memoir focused on my diagnosis of a pseudoaneurysm and how it influenced...
Charlene Holkenbrink-Monk
Feb 23, 202414 min read
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